Babe,
Lama giler i pikir nak tulis apa kat sini. I feel sad. Beyond sad. Devestated.
If i tak tanye mlm ni bila u plan nak bagitau i? What happened to us for the past 2 years ni? Kita ni apa?
Suddenly u're seeing someone and getting engage in less than 3 mths time. Bila u plan nk bgtau i ha???
I ni apa for the past 2 years ni???
Kenapa I rasa u tak excited pon on me buying the house? Another reason for me buying the house pon because it is a half way between our parents' house. (nearer to yours anyway)
Sigh.
I terasa bila u jarang sms/call me these days...
I terasa bila u reply with just 'hahhaha' just to end the conversation...
I terasa bila u playing cupid nak jodohkan i dengan my friend yang u tak kenal...
I terasa bila kita tak seakrab dulu...
I terasa bila everytime I yang kena start the conversation just to know how was your day so i can share mine too...
I terasa bila we just dont talk anymore...
I terasa bila u post...
"Bila berkawan jangan harapkan balasan melainkan ukhwah berterusan..."
... a short while lepas i sms to tanye perkhabaran u.
I've been wanting to speak to you in regards of Farid's existance for the past 2 weeks now. No worry, he's just an old friend. Well, to be frank I felt such a huge relief when i let it off this morning. My intention was not much into the chaotic things that guy brought to me, but to remind you that I'm not turning back... I want to build a family with you.
There's reason for me to be firm on this. It is because I've learnt my lesson. I waited for a guy and let him be free and stray; he got himself a girlfriend instead. I can't afford to relive that moment like a dejavu, I can't afford to lose you. If only you could understand where this going to.
A little bit of appreciation would be nice.
The Introduction
It's a drastic decision for me to create a new blog. Sometimes things cant just utterly by word.
And the journey begin...
